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My name is Cheryl Lor Wan Ning. I started learning since 14November1996. This makes me 17th in year 2013. Living in this biased world. Seeing & hearing stuff that is against me but all I can do is to ignore it. There is always a limit to my patience. Never take things fr granted. There ain't a forever. It's bullshit crap. Up till now, I still can't differentiate between whether you're lying or you're actually telling th truth. It's really tough. After every rainfall, it will be a sunshine. Things come & go without us noticing.

Once a HGPian & now a Bowenian. Once a Chinese Dancer & now a Badminton Player. Bowen Badminton, a team where we stand up as one. Rackets & shuttles? Like me & you.

I didn't say I'm a pretty girl nor I'm a slim girl. To many, to me, Yes, I'm fat. I admit. But that doesn't mean YOU have th right to comment whether I'm fat or not though I know it alr. Don't always speak through mouth. Sometimes, you need to speak through your brain too.
Forgive & Forget ain't easy.



Saturday, December 1, 2012

My 2012's journey.

November ended & December's here. Let's throw away all those sorrows in November & start anew in December.

True friends? Who are our true friends? What exactly are true friends? Definition of true friends : Always there for you whenever you need there. There even when you're at your lowest point in life. Making you feel wanted & not by leaving you aside feeling lonely. Loving you for who you are & not got who you are not.

Since 2012's ending, I shall just dedicate this post to some special people. & if you're mentioned here, you got to be damn special & you should feel honored.

Firstly, I'm gonna talk about my badminton team. This team, Bowen badminton team, a team filled with lovable, encouraging, noisy, crazy teammates. In order for us to win our zonals & nationals, there's 4 things we need. They are effort, time, sweat & tears. I would like to thank my coach, Mr Izwan for putting in so much effort & time into this team. It ain't easy to handle this team by himself. It's a big team. He would be leaving Bowen badminton together with Miss Mak & Miss Lee. Me Izwan would be leaving for Singapore Sports School, Miss Lee would be leaving for St. Gabriel's & Miss Mak would furthering her studies @ NIE & be a teacher in for primary school. I got to apologize to this team for being a burden to the team, coaches, teachers, teammates & of cause my doubles partner. I'm sorry for whoever that partners me. I'm always a burden by causing you to lose the match. Thank you Mr Izwan, Miss Chia, Mr Sim, Miss Lee & Miss Mak for putting in so much effort & time to make sure we improve. To be honest, I really enjoyed this year's Bowen Badminton Camp 2012. I can really see the effort put in by the captains, vice-captains as well as teachers. It ain't easy to plan a camp, not to mention, handling the team too. Although it was really tired during the camp, but when you see your teammates enjoying themselves in the camp, you would think that the tiredness are really worthwhile. I can really see that the team enjoyed the camp. They became enthusiastic when it coming up with cheers, items to perform as well as the farewell. Everyone enjoyed it. Especially th 2nd night. When everyone got high & started dancing & singing. We hardly get any time to bond & enjoy ourselves except for OLJs as well as camps. Everyone laugh their hearts out. I'm really thankful for this team, for having caring teachers, coaches & teammates as well. Thank you Bowen Badminton Team for making my journey in Bowen Secondary a really meaningful & memorable one. I really love BOWEN BADMINTON TEAM even thought I always whine & complain about physicals.

Durene Toh Man Qin ;
Someone whom I've never thought would be so important to me. I got to admit, we weren't close during Secondary 1. After joining Bowen Badminton, we started to be close. Slowly slowly, our friendship from stranger to friend, from friend to normal friend, from normal friend to good friend & from good friend to when we two are now. Our friendship journey ain't easy as you guys think. There's a lot of arguments as well as disputes for the past few years. But that never break our friendship. Instead, we took that as a challenge. We overcome that challenge & rewarded ourselves with a stronger friendship. This kind of friendship, ain't easy to find, not to mention, ain't easy to maintain as well. All the things she had done for me, really meant a lot to me. Thank you for making my journey in Bowen secondary a really good & memorable one. I'm really thankful for her & I'll definitely cherished this friendship & not taking it for granted. She may be sarcastic, so what? I'm sarcastic as well. With her, I can really be myself, or even not myself (when I got even crazier). She's definitely physically & mentally stronger than me. She's able to managed all the situations calmly without breaking down. Apparently, some might think that we two are lesbians but I'm sure we're not. We're the best of friends.

Tang Cheng Yi ;
This loudhailer, together with me = 2 loud speaker. She's a really nice & approachable senior who never fails to make me laugh & cry. There's definitely happy moments with her as well as sad moments. Besides being my senior, she's my doubles partner as well. That makes me even more pressurize. Laughing issues : when we actually talk bad things about her & she takes about 10s to actually figure out what we're talking & start making all those funny noise. Her way of using fork to scold people. Her laughter ( Mr Lim's definition : Heart attack). & of cause, her cheerfulness. As for the sad part, that's of cause my problem. Partnering her, only give her more problems & burden as well. I'm always the one that caused our points to fly to opponent's side. I got to really apologize to her for losing the two major competitions, this year's as well a last year's. Even though she never blamed me, but deep down I know, I'm forever the one bringing the team down. Bringing her down. Being a burden to the team. I'm really sorry. But I'm thankful for her presence. She's really someone important to me.

Lee Jia Jie ;
This crazy. Oh wait, should be clumsy JJ. Haha. She's the best senior. Ever since I got into this team, the first senior I became close with was her. I remembered calling her every night & talk for hours. I really miss that. & when I went up to Secondary 2, we started drifting as well. But year end, we started being real close again. We would definitely meet each other in the morning & start chit chatting. Ever since she graduated, I simply miss her. Cause there's no one for me to bicker with. Haha. Felt really comfortable with her as well. Someone whom I can be trusted. We are of the same size, same height. Haha. We call each other fat because we're really fat & we got to admit that. Simply love her & all the memories she had given me.

Tan Rou Ying, Ashly ;
She's a really nice & sweet girl. She's my captain for my batch & she really took good care of us. She's very pretty & cute. Never fails to make my day as well. She's really lovable & she's also someone whom I can talk to. She never fails to encourage me whenever I'm feeling down. She's there for me whenever I need support. I really appreciate her. But the sad thing is that she would be leaving Bowen this year. I'm gonna miss her. Sigh. Came into together, yet she's leaving first. Thank you for all the memories you had given me. Especially during OLJs, trainings as well as camps. Remember to come back & visit us when you're free alright! Love you!

Shawn Ho Jun Hong ;
This guy, a really nice guy. Someone whom I can talk to too. He's the first guy I liked in secondary school. He never fails to cheer me up whenever I'm sad & he never fails to make my day as well. I'm really thankful for him. Really appreciate him. He can study one, just that he's lazy to study. & I think he already made his decision already. So I'm gonna wish him all the best after leaving Bowen & remember to come back & play & do keep in contact. He's a guy that can just make everyone around him happy. Just one thing about him, very easily agitated! Hmmm! But other than that, he's really nice.

; The rest to be updated tomorrow.

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