That's all fr 2011. Have a great 2012! ^^

Well, so yes, school starting soon. Last day of 2011. 31st december, spent with my fellow teammates. Well, should I say 2011 was a good year? I can't really describe th feeling of whether wanting a new year or wanting 2011 to stay. Apparently, th reason why I don't want next year to come is due to th fact that I'm having my N's next year. WOW. Like fast only. It seems like I only took my PSLE like last year? Okay. a bit exaggerating but whatever. Stress year next year fr me. North Zone. N's. I guess I gotta limit myself fr everything. No watching of television, no using of Facebook & Twitter. That should be it & stop thinking of useless stufff.

Well, many things came through my mind. Who exactly can I turn to when I'm troubled? & I've learnt something. Never include a BEST to a friend unless he/she feels th same way back to you. Because you might end up being awkward yeah. Well, enough said of this. I'm having headache now. Well, kinda stress over studies now. I'm like, getting bad to worst. Studies sucks. Badminton sucks. Only good @ eating? Wow. Anyway, I gotta lose weight badly. Like seriously. If not during Chinese New Year, relatives sure say why you become so fat. -_____- Human are all so direct, or should I say worst still, they beat around th bush & hurt you even badly? ._____. Whatever it is, no tibits, no fried stuff, anything that will make me fat is a nono.

Shall we talk about 2011? I should. Hoho.

Studies.

Well, studies uhh? I don't know how to describe but can say is alright. Teachers tried their very best to make sure we understand what they are teaching & stuff. My both language also not good. ): Sigh... Maths was a disappointment too! Made Mr Goh disappointed too! Sigh badly!! Physics & Chem? Getting worse. :O

Friends.

Friends are alright uhh. Just that there's quarrel here & there almost everytime. & up to now, I still can't figure out who's true to me & who's not? Well, learn to be independent best laa. Because some friends do misplace your trust & just backstab you. Be careful.

Badminton.

Well, there's alot to say fr this. I ain't a good badminton player. To be frank, I'm much closer to my teammates thn my classmates actually. Overseas Learning Journey was fun too! Knew a really nice coach over there. He's nice & friendly too. There's indeed memories there. One of them would be th food. HAHA. Cos we went to th same place to eat fr like every meal? :O Except fr breakfast. Hah. & fr badminton camp, fun laa. Hope th rest find it fun too yeah. (: & of cos not forgetting our christmas party! Heh. Went to Chung Yang's house fr th party. Awesome! (Y) A memorable one indeed.

Sec 3 camp.

This one confirm very memorable derh. Had two really nice trainers fr us, & our march was awesome! Heh. There's many things we did there & obviously, most of us cried when we are suppose to go back uhh. Sad max because it's a really nice camp uhh! (Y) & th most memorable part would be th one holding on to th paper fr 70 mins. A really tiring one, & to test our determination. Thank you Adam Khoo fr your camp! Awesome laa! (Y) ^^

Well, that should be all. This would be th last time I'm posting as a Sec 3 student uhh. All th best fr all my readers & HAPPY NEW YEAR IN ADVANCE & REMEMBER TO DO YOUR HOMEWORK OKAY! ^^

If it's only one-sided.

I'm starting to think through what Mr Lim say. Whether sometimes, that's one-sided feel. Likewise fr both friendship & relationship. So if I treat you as a sister, does that mean you treat me as one too? Well, this lead me to think more about it. So I shall reflect on what he say. It definitely makes sense. Because we might not know if sometime things are just one-sided or both feels th same way. But whatever it is, to give BEST to a friend, you gotta look more into it, think more into it.

Had lunch with Mr Lim & B girls. But sadly, ChengYi could not make it fr th lunch. So yeah, ): anyway, today's th last 2nd day fr th year 2011. Went to Nex to have our Shabu sushi. Hah. Yum yum. ^^ anyway, thanks mr lim fr your lunch yeah. Heh. Thanks fr popping one question to me. I will think more into it uhh. (: but anyway, 2012? I just can't bear to leave 2011 uhh. ): sad max. :O

Fake friends are easy to find & real friends are hard to come by.

Hello readers! ^^ I'm back yoh. Yesterday went to Toa Pa Yoh with mummy & brother yeah. Had pepper crab. Yumyum! Heh. Anyway, in another few hours time, I would be going fr th Christmas party organized by Bowen Badminton Team yeah. Hehe. Did some christmas cards. If you guys get, thn i can say you're indeed a lucky one uhh! :p HAHA! Okay laa. Anyway, i kinda like all my photos uhh! -wink-

Things to talk about 2011.

- What exactly happened?

- What exactly have I learnt?

- What have I lost?

- What could be improved?

Well, time to reflect fr this yeah. What happen? Both friendships & relationships also got problem. One major friendship problem would be with Mei Lin. I gotta sincerely apologized to her. What have I lost? I lost her too. Let's discuss about this girl whom I've known since Sec 1 alrights.

She was an ordinary girl. I knew her in my class. We started talking and stuff. Classmates do talk to her too. But after knowing she's from China, people start insulting her & stuff. She had to bear with all th nasty comments to her which isn't nice at all. I admit, I was one of them too. But not as much as others. But as time passes, things got worse. We joined Badminton together. We go home together after training, she accompany me everywhere I go. I truly appreciate that. But what could I say? I'm stupid. Fr losing her. Yeah, people might call me hypocrite but think, if I'm a hypocrite, I wouldn't have admit anything. THINK PLEASE. We took her fr granted but wait, she took us fr granted too. Nothing would happen if we three talk things out. & something serious happened last year. I remember that vividly yeah. Because we're almost dead. We do have attitude problems & because of this, it leads even deeper to our misunderstandings. Yes, indeed i hate her. But think about it? Same class fr 3 years, not say let go jiu can let go. There's memories here & there. When she broke out th news that she would be going back China, we were all shocked. But what can we do? All I can blame is that I don't know how to cherish friends at all. Memories? There's obviously happy & sad one with her. Happy is that, sometimes she's really blur huh. Haha. Sad is that, we quarrel almost everytime? After she left, things starts to change uhh. Left with only me & Durene going fr recess? I don't know how say, but it's kinda weird. But well, it's really sad to lose a 3 years friend just like that. Maybe she's happier back there? I have absolutely no idea if she really miss us not. But whatever it is, I would like to thank her fr everything she had done. She gave me an advanced birthday gift because she know she will go back, so she wants to give me my birthday present. Th mini birthday card, a really sweet one. But wait, she's thoughtful. Durene is too! I'm really thankful to have this dumb dumb bitches yeah. We call each other bitch be it scolding or normal calling. Haha.

Guys might thing girls are weird uhh. Hate that girl, call her bitch. Your best friend, also call bitch. Haha. But boys just can't understand uhh. Because why? Because to girls, best friends, weird weird name calling are th sweetest.

Another one is Mr Kevin Lim. A badminton teacher in charge & also a coach fr us. Known him since sec 1 uhh. Yes, my first impression of him is that he's a really fierce & strict teacher. But as time passes, I came to realised, nahx, he ain't really fierce. He's a very friendly & funny teacher. When I was in sec 1, he hardly train us. Mostly is Mr Izwan. & when he train us, he would telling us to do 1,2,3. Everytime we complain & stuff, he just listen & forget. Haha. Well, & he would be leaving to sports school. A really unpredictable one. Like seriously. & to th team, it would be our loss. All we can do is wish him all th best in pursuing his dreams yeah. Mr Lim, thanks fr changing our life yeah. ^^ Those jokes you crack, those words when you after training, benefited us.

What I have learnt in 2011?

I have learnt to cherish my friends. Never ever take them fr granted yeah. It's not like everybody will be there fr you everytime. Things come & go. Accept th fact. Teachers as well. Nice teachers are hard to find too. But well, we gotta accept th fact that things don't always go your way. Nothing is predictable.

Like what Mr Lim say ; SUCK IT UP! Thanks Mr Lim & Mei Lin! You two teached me to learn to cherish people around me yeah. Best wishes to th 2 of you in each & every aspects yeah. All th best & miss us okay! ;>

Fake friends are easy to find & real friends are hard to come by.

Winning & losing is definitely a sure thing in court.

Hello readers, I'm backkkkkkkkkk! Haha. Well, this whole week was quite a tiring one due to fact that there's friendly twice this week. On monday, which is th last time Mr Kevin Lim's gonna serve multiples fr us, which is indeed a really sad one. But whatever it is, there's nothing we can change alr. So why not just accept it & move on? Well, enough said of all this. Don't affect you guys th mood okay. Anyway, wanna hear my countdown? :O

1 more day to Bowen Badminton Christmas Party.

14 more days to Badminton North Zone.

Shocked right? Indeed. I'm shock too. Like OMFG! 2 more weeks & it's th start of North Zone, like a wow only. Everything would be th same next year but what changes is that, Mr Lim would not be sitting behind us, he will sit opposite from us. Haha. Definitely will feel weird uhh, but who cares. We should make him proud okay! & fr N level, I'm really scared. Gosh. Due to th fact that I will skip lessons here & there, sounds really scary uhh. Which means I gotta catch up quickly yeah. I shall continue next time alrights! Ohyes, do visit my blogshop yeah!

Winning & losing is definitely a sure thing in court. What matters is th process.

Credits to ; MinHui fr letting me use th same music thingy.

Reasons.

Mr Lim reasons fr leaving.

TEACHER ; a person who teaches or instructs, especially as a profession; instructor.

Well, apparently, I'm back to blogging uhh. I'm not yet done with my homework. Tons of stuff not yet done. Die alr laa. This week, a depressing week fr me I suppose. Many things happen this 1 week. All fr th same reason. My dearest teacher. He's really a nice teacher I swear. Tuesday fr training, ran outside school. Full of disappointments. Felt like giving up.

Lack of confidence.

Lack of perseverance.

Lack of endurance.

Lack of leadership.

What is this? Can anybody tell me? Yes, indeed I'm lousy. When I was feeling real low, Mr Lim texted me. When I read his message, I started tearing. Like seriously, BROKE DOWN. I felt really bad because I really disappoints me as well as th team. I'm like a burden. Why can't I be like others? Slimmer, taller, stronger, less noiser and many other aspects. Why why why?! After th run, he started talking to us, and hellyeah, I cried. Th more he say, th more I will cry ya'know. Crying because he will be leaving us in another 15 more days. Sigh. Less thn 2 weeks? & he will be leaving to SSS. I truly hope Singapore Sports School badminton players cherish him okay. He's a really nice teacher & coach. As fr yesterday, it was his birthday. Did gym & guess what? Another disappointment. Sigh... Be it physically or mentally, I'm really weak. & when doing gym, Durene told me this, "This would be th last time he will be doing gym with us alr". I'm like "Eh, don't make me breakdown can a not?" Sigh. I'm wondering how life would be without him in both Bowen Secondary School & Bowen Badminton Team. Th least we can do is to make him proud in th upcoming North Zone competition. We will make him feel proud because he was once in th team or should I say, ALWAYS in th team. Fr th past 3 years, I really learn a lot of things from him. Alot alot alot. He had done more thn what a normal teacher should do.

; Mr Lim, all th best in Singapore Sports School okay! Live your life with no regrets & be happy that you had done your best fr Bowen Badminton Team. Go to Sports School with no regrets & no burden okay. We will be happy fr you, but deep in our heart, I guess we need time to get used to it uhh. This is something I created fr you uhh. Instead of th barney song lyrics, I change it to something that suits you.

You love Bowen

Bowen love you

We know you don't bear to leave

But to pursue your dream

& never have regrets

We are happy just fr you

Yum Seng! All th best & do visit us when you're free & do come back fr our annual camp yeah! & I promise I will help Miss Chia & not allowing people to bully her.

Thanks fr all th memories, scoldings & teachings.

Indeed a surprise to Mr Lim uhh. Hoho. Mr Lim never cry uhh! :O Haha. But I was kinda surprise that I didn't cry too. HAHA. But well, Mr Lim, we will definitely miss you!

Without you, nobody will scold me, nobody will say how ugly I am, nobody will be there to joke, nobody will scold when I late, nobody will say I boy-crazy, nobody will force us to run outside school, nobody will run beside me to support me. ): Mr Lim, 3 years is not very long, it's not very short too. In this 3 years, I learnt alot of things from you. Thanks fr all th memories you had given us. Th Chengdu trip was really a memorable one. Th scrapbook, please cherish it. Because, that's th least we can give you. ): Just another 24 more days & you will leave us fr Sports School alr. It's really saddening can. I promise I will train hard even without you, we got to show everybody that Bowen Badminton is strong. Kinda not used uhh, if you leave us uhh. :/ Like I will go P.E room not as often as this year. Sigh, all th best in your future yeah. Do remember to visit us whenever you're free okay! Keep in contact too & don't forget to share with us your experience whenever you come back to Bowen alrights!

Sigh, 2012. I don't know uhh, a sad year I suppose? Jia Jie graduating this year. Mr Lim leaving Bowen next year. Mr Frederick Yeo too. Not forgetting Mr Loo & Mr Yeo CH too. Sigh, well, like what Mr Lim says, nobody stays forever. Everybody will graduate one day, & mr lim will be graduating this year yeah.

30November2011-2December2011

Well peeps! I'm back to blogging again yeah! (: Well, had camp on th 30November - 2December yeah. Indeed, a memorable one. Awesome yoh! I kinda love this camp partly because this year is my batch organize derh. Well, let me elaborate about it.

30November2011

Woke up @ 6 plus because I gotta meet Miss Chia @ 7:15am. Went to school & saw Xin Hui. Saw soccer boys too. Awkward. But anyway, went to find miss chia after that. People here late, there late. Expect everyone to wait fr them. TSK. After that, went to classroom to put our bags & valuables. Met in th parade square & sort of got scolded by Miss Chia because of th people that were late. After that, we proceed with our first game, called th Huang Fei Hong. It's really funny uhh, but sadly, nobody have th mood to play uhh. Think because that's th first game, & they sian sian uhh. After that, we played "Ouch". Not really fun though cos all like no energy like that. Nevermind. We played Captain's ball. With this, everybody starts to warm up alr. Like all hyper up alr uhh! So yeah, played captain's ball & played fr like 30 mins? or 40 mins like that? We started to change game. We played SPS. Damn fun laa! Like part of physical too! :P After that, we proceed to th hall to play another game. Played & we went fr rest. Quite tiring uhh. While resting, start to do Mr Lim's scrapbook. But suddenly, lazy uhh. So i pushed to at night thn do! :P So after th rest, we went to have our lunch. Hungry hungry! HAHA. So after eating lunch, we start preparing th water bomb fr water games uhh. But when we was about to go to th basketball court, it started raining. So ended up? We wait fr th rain to stop. Everybody had fun when playing th water games yah. After that, we went to play another water game. Everybody had fun being drench uhh! HAHA. Wanted to play longer but started to rain again. ): So we dismiss them to change their wet clothes out & change to a dry one. So we proceed to th hall to play dogs & bones. Fun max ymy! ^^ HAHA.

SHALL CONTINUE NEXT TIME! :/