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My name is Cheryl Lor Wan Ning. I started learning since 14November1996. This makes me 17th in year 2013. Living in this biased world. Seeing & hearing stuff that is against me but all I can do is to ignore it. There is always a limit to my patience. Never take things fr granted. There ain't a forever. It's bullshit crap. Up till now, I still can't differentiate between whether you're lying or you're actually telling th truth. It's really tough. After every rainfall, it will be a sunshine. Things come & go without us noticing.

Once a HGPian & now a Bowenian. Once a Chinese Dancer & now a Badminton Player. Bowen Badminton, a team where we stand up as one. Rackets & shuttles? Like me & you.

I didn't say I'm a pretty girl nor I'm a slim girl. To many, to me, Yes, I'm fat. I admit. But that doesn't mean YOU have th right to comment whether I'm fat or not though I know it alr. Don't always speak through mouth. Sometimes, you need to speak through your brain too.
Forgive & Forget ain't easy.



Saturday, May 14, 2011

#26 : I do have imperfections.

It was quite a tiring week fr me I guess. Stress + thinking of you = Crazy. I felt like I'm a kinda different person. I have no idea what exactly I am. I don't know what I'm thinking. Well, has been tweeting nowadays. Okay, I shall start my post.

Days have pass. Exams are over. But to be frank, I doubt I put in my 101% of effort. Yes, it sounds like crap isn't it? Well, after this week, my badminton life will come back as usual. It's gonna be tiring. But I just hope Monday's training would not be that tough & vigorous. Well, a little background on my papers.

First paper fr mid-year was my Chinese paper 1 & 2. Wasn't in a exam mood at all. Yes, I repeat. Not a all. I seriously have no idea what's wrong. Sat fr my paper 1 & I started writing my compos. I'm kinda afraid I would write out of point. :o As fr paper 2, super crap. I repeat, it's utterly crap. No idea what I writing. Words chim like don't know what shit. Yes, & there it goes, my Chinese paper. After that, went to HougangPoint fr lunch. Had Mc Donald fr lunch. Awesome! :D Shared Mc Wings & Mc Spicy Nuggets with Durene. (: Nice!!! Especially th seaweed fries! Awesome! (Y) But as th first paper alr make me lose confidence, I don't really have confidence fr my other papers.

Second paper fr mid-year was my English paper 1 & 2. Again, did my compos fr paper 1. Just pray hard my compos won't write out of point. Paper 2, crap. Tired like don't know what shit. Did half way, I almost doze off. Like crap only laa. Couldn't really understand th passage. I have low confidence fr my language paper I can say. Low confidence or maybe no confidence. So, it reduces my confidence level again. Yes, again. -___-

Third paper fr mid-year was my Social Studies. Wasn't that bad I guess. I just wish I could get a pass fr it. Because, I spend 1 full day SocialStudies revision. I spent too much time on Social Studies alr. After th paper, we end kinda early, so I went to Hougang Green with Durene. Went there fr lunch. Had Lor Mee. :D Nice nice! ^^ After that, went to th stationary shop & see what stationary to buy. I bought a pink pen & Durene bought a purple pen. (: After that, went to Hougang mall to look fr Durene's mother shoe. But there's no stock. So we went back. Took 72 & change bus before I reach home.

Fourth paper fr mid-year was my Geography. Low confidence again. C.R.A.P. I have no idea what happen. I really don't want to do badly fr my geography paper! Sigh, after that, mood affected again. Ahh, shit only. After Geography paper, went fr training @ Hougang Sports Hall. Played th whole game. Phew, lost half of my fats I guess. :x So yeahhs, skipped lunch. But when I went back to my grandma house, curry puffs. xD GOSH.

Fifth paper fr mid-year was my Maths paper 1 & Physics paper. Was kinda afraid fr both maths & physics because if I don't do well fr maths, I will dropped to another class. And th Maths paper weights 60% of my mid-year results. Yes, I can't really do my maths paper 1. Once again, like crap. As fr physics, it was quite easy. Able to do it. Happytothmax! :D

Sixth paper fr mid-year was my Chemistry paper. I'm sorry, no confidence again. Like seriously, I have no idea what happen to me. I have total no confidence fr my mid-year papers.

Seventh paper fr mid-year was my Maths paper 2 & F&N paper. Yes, I eff-ing make that silly mistakes. I didn't check my work. What happen to me?! -___- F&N, like crap. No idea what I writing. Just hope I pass fr my mid-years. That's th only thing I wish now. ):


Saturday, May 7, 2011

#25 : My dearest mummy, happy mothers day!♥

Happy Mothers' Day to all mummys! :D

Dear mummy, you're th best. All th things you have done, i keep them right deep in my hearts. I know it's never easy to being a mum. It's rather tough to take care of children. There's so much to worry when you give birth to us. For example, did we eat enough, are we sick, our safety and many more. I'm sorry that you have to worry fr me fr 15 years old. iloveyou!



It has been a long time since I posted my blog isn't it? :x Hahah. Alrights, I'm still having my exam periods. Yeahhs, th feeling sucks to th max. :< I really wish fr June holidays to come! Many activities come to my mind, such as Kbox, buffet, and many more.

I have absolutely no idea what happen to me. Th feeling just sucks. :< I wish I could really study hard and pay more attention but why does it seems like I get distracted easily? ): Actually, I have nothing to post but still, I wanna keep my blog alive.

I have no idea. Th feelings just come back. How do I stop th feeling? I have exactlly no idea too.

xoxo,
Cheryl.