#10 : Thanks fr being frank with me.

We don't count friendship by how long we have known each other. We count it by how long he/she's willing to stay there with you be it you change or not. There isn't any right or wrong in th friendship.

I would like to say, thanks fr being frank with me. I'm trying to change to a better. All I need is time.

Flying soon on 29th. So miss me yah.

Never say hello if you tends to say goodbye.

#9 : You was once in my dream, but you're never in my reality.

It was a boring week though. Damn lifeless. 6 more days before leaving fr HongKong, bet YOU guys gonna be damn happy. -.-

I really had enough, do not test my patience. You are reaching my limits real soon. Really really soon!

#8 : Do you believe in miracles?

Friendship?

I've changed. Ever since something happened, I just realise I ain't th old me anymore.

I've changed, my attitude.

I've changed, my personality.

I've changed, to someone that don't even know who she is.

I've changed, to someone that can't even differentiate between truth & false.

I've changed, to someone that is being hated by most people.

I've changed, to someone that people detest. >:

I've changed, to someone that is completely lost in th world.

Yes yes, I'm th only one that changes, no one else do. -.-

I'm tired. It seems like even if I disappear one day, no one's gonna care. & it doesn't really affect anything as no one will notice that one person is gone in this world. I simply can't find someone that I can heart to heart talk to. Someone that can actually understands me very well, know how I'm feeling and what exactly's on my mind. I ain't aftering a boyfr. I just need one friend that can do a job of a boyfr. This two years in secondary school is really an obstacle fr me. Having friendships problem, having many many problems. But no one seems to be able to understand me that well. Not even one. Primary school? Brought to me a lot of th memories. Teachers were there to talk to me whenever I'm sad. But now, I can't even express my sadness. Everybody feels that I'm a noisy girl. I can keep quiet. But I just want to say, I really don't live my life to please you. I do admit I'm fat. That's a truth that I can't deny. But still, I don't understand. Is it a crime to be fat? I have been asking this question fr quite a long time. But it just doesn't seem to bring me to one answer. I have feelings too. I have moodswings, I have negative thoughts & I really hate it. But still, what can I do? I hate it when I'm sad/angry without any reasons at all. I'm a failure.

When can I find that one and only person? 1years time? 10 years time? 20 years time? It isn't th time yet.

#7 : You guys means a lot in my heart. (L)

Gonna delicate this post to those who made a great impact in my life in year 2010. :D

Keith. My secondary school senior. If I'm not wrong, this is how I know him. I added him in Facebook, I posted a status that's like, like my status and I will post this (Long message) at your wall. He liked that status & I posted on his wall & that's how we started talking.

; PIG! Hey! It's really nice to know you & have you as my friend. Sort of my close friend? You cheered me up when I'm sad, teach me when I'm lost. Thanks fr everything. Next year gonna be your crucial year as you will be taking your O level. It means there will lesser time to keep in contact alr. But still, I still have to thank you fr everything. Thanks fr teaching me maths. ^^ But still, I couldn't continue with Express maths. ):

With love,

Cheryl. :D

Vanessa. Known her on th 16th of December. :D It really a joy to have a clique ; `Kickmyass'.

; Though I ain't close with you, don't really know you that well, but it's okay. Because as time passes, we will know each other better. ^^ Thanks fr appearing in my life in th year 2010. Jiayou fr your studies & everything you do yah. ^^ Twinny, iloveyou! (L)

With love,

Cheryl. :D

Sheena. My secondary school senior. Happy to know her on th 16th July on th year 2009. She's really very pretty. ^^ What I wanna tell you

; Stead! iloveyou! We ain't really close but I promise, we will be soon. I love your hair! So long & straight! :O Next year's your crucial year too as your having your N's. This determines whether your future got hope or not. I wanna wish you all th best. Though I know it's really very advance, but still, I wanna give you my best wishes to you.

With love,

Cheryl. :D

DingJu. My primary school & secondary school senior. How I know her? I know her from my cousin, Brandon. :D Happy to know you! :D

; Sistr! (L) How's life? Though we ain't close, but still, you do make a great impact in my life. ;D Next year's your crucial year too! N's ohh! Jiayou & believe in yourself! Stay calm. Hehe. It's really very advance to say all this right now as it's not 2011 yet. :X

With love,

Cheryl. :D

#6 : Look at a brighter side.

Dear readers, I'm back to posting. Today was a pretty fine day. Boring though. Nothing much. Went out to HougangPoint, wanted to collect th Old Chang Kee stuff but that person told me that it's sold out alr, ask me to come back th next morning. After that, Grandmummy, cousin & brother bought Mac Ice-cream. Reached grandma house, played Plock in th iPhone thn went to bathe. After that, parents called back. Funny to th max! Miss them & they miss us. :D They say that it was freezing cold over there. Mummy told me that th temperature is like 0 degrees or lesser. Thn Brandon Cousin came back & heard that. He says : Europe colder. My girlfr says it's -18 degrees. Joke laa him. :DD Cooked instant noodle. Shared among my cousin, brother & myself. [:

`I always felt secure in th day & insecure at night. Why do I have this feeling? Let me elaborate. It's because, when it's during th day, you feel th warmth from th sun & th light from th sun too. You don't really feel scared on th morning or afternoon. When it comes to night, it's completely darkness & fill with quite atmosphere. Th temperature is much cooler too. Do you have th same feeling? If you do, comment or click on th Reaction : Interesting.

Learn to be in th brighter side rather thn th darker side.

#5 : There is always a limit to my patience.

It's an early morning. Time to tall about yesterday's friendly with KranjiSecondary. Woke up @ 8 plus by one call. After that, went back to sleep. But Durene's text woke me up again. Heh. After that, I'm officially awake. Went to eat MeeSiam.
Talked on phone with Durene. After charging th iPhone, took 156 to Durene's bus stop & went up to her house. After that, went to HougangPoint together. Waited fr like years. HAHA. Thn JiaJie & MeiLin came. ^^ waited till 12PM thn they started to queue @ Mac fr MacValueLunch. They have th Mac meal & I ate their fries. :X Walk walk around HougangPoint. A while later, we walked to school. Set th net, push th poles & mop th floor. Did warm up, agilities & footwork. Heavy footwork sia. Started matches immediately. Durene & I played with th second doubles. Won both set & told Mr Lim th results. Mr Lim told us that don't be that happy because they ain't th best. Played another doubles with Durene. Rubber match but still, lose. Another game was me playing Singles. Rubber match too. Play like crap only. Immediately after th game, played doubles with MeiLin. Lost. I'm sorry MeiLin. Actually we could win them derh. But because I too exhausted alr, that's why. ):

I don't understand why on earth you do that. I'm kept thinking whether you two were th ones that spammed my blog. I felt that you're really lifeless. Think before talking laa. Never use brain one is it?

Have you ever think if I did it back to you? -.-

#4 : Everything happens fr reasons.

Mummy & Daddy took th morning flight over to Japan. Somehow, emotional broke down last night. Currently staying over at my grandma house. Start to miss my home! ): Having friendly tomorrow with Kranji. I seems to abandon my that old blog. :X New blog, new life yeahhs. :D I will still keep that blog as it contains all my memories fr th past few years.

I really can't differentiate when you're telling th truth & when you're lying. It sucks pretty much yah.

DureneTohManQin,

This is fr you! :D Let's recap on how do we meet. I think I randomly talked to you & you replied me. Therefore, we start talking. My first impression of you was you were a quiet girl. But it turn out to be th opposite. :P Haha. I still remember I asked you, Tiffany & MeiLin whether wanna go fr th Badminton Trial 2009. We made that choice as we do not have any CCA in our mind. So we gave it a try. Amazingly, we got in. xD That's th funniest thing. I only thought of playing it fr fun but I didn't know I can get into th school team. Our friendship starts at 3January2009 & still counting. :D

JiaNiChew,

Girl, you was th very first girl that I know when I got into this stranger school on 2009. We interacted when it was th reporting day to your secondary school. I'm really happy to have you as my friend. We started off with basically just normal chatting. But as times passes, our friendships started to build up. From stranger > Friends that chat > Normal friends > Good friends> Best friends> Sisters. But now, it became th opposite. I realized we don't talk much like how we do last time. We seems like a stranger alr. We ain't close anymore. I really don't know what happen to this friendship. Though next year we ain't in th same class, but I wanna wish you all th best. I wanna tell you, no matter what, you're always my best friend. There's always misunderstanding in everything.

MuMeiLin,

Daxiaojie! HAHA. Thanks fr being there fr me whenever I need you. We had heart to heart talk almost everytime. I understand your feeling & you understand my feeling. We understand each other's feeling. Don't always break down uhh! Laughs. Just remember, no matter what, I will be there fr you derh. Though last time, I really really hate you, but slowly, I feel that actualy you're quite good. To tell you th truth, i still got a little bit hate you but it requires time yah. Don't worry. I will change my opinion in you. You also uhh! Better be true to me. We two must not lie to each other uhh! :D

#3 : I may be sensitive sometimes.

Having a conversation with ZiLing senior. Now, I know all those times were just misunderstanding. She's really very cute & friendly. We exchanged our first impression of each other. She was quite shock when I told her my first impression of her was she was fierce. HAHA. Now, I realized how sensitive I could be at times. To some people, I'm fat, I'm ugly, I'm a flirt, I'm everything. In th first place, did I even say I'm 101% perfect? No, I didn't. I don't really need anybody's comment. Comments from others are just an extra stuff fr me. I don't change fr th sake of those people. I don't owe people fr a living. I am who I am. Can't accept me, I guess you should change your opinion in people.

There is always a limit to my patience. Do not take things fr granted. When I asked you something, don't give me those GL reply. -.-

#2 : New life.

| Never take things fr granted.

Dear readers, it's a sunny day. Having training tomorrow & class outing happens to be tomorrow too. So, obviously, can't make it. Thursday, parents leaving to Japan. Hope they have fun over there. 6Days5Nights. Going down to HougangPoint later on. Do leave a tag over here alrights. :D

#1: If that's th life, go ahead.

Everything has changed. Everybody do change. & when it's th process of changing, it's real SCARY. One team of 9 became 2 team. It's no longer th unite team anymore. After th camp, I realized. Nothing stays fr life. It's really very sad.

If that is th life, go ahead.