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My name is Cheryl Lor Wan Ning. I started learning since 14November1996. This makes me 17th in year 2013. Living in this biased world. Seeing & hearing stuff that is against me but all I can do is to ignore it. There is always a limit to my patience. Never take things fr granted. There ain't a forever. It's bullshit crap. Up till now, I still can't differentiate between whether you're lying or you're actually telling th truth. It's really tough. After every rainfall, it will be a sunshine. Things come & go without us noticing.

Once a HGPian & now a Bowenian. Once a Chinese Dancer & now a Badminton Player. Bowen Badminton, a team where we stand up as one. Rackets & shuttles? Like me & you.

I didn't say I'm a pretty girl nor I'm a slim girl. To many, to me, Yes, I'm fat. I admit. But that doesn't mean YOU have th right to comment whether I'm fat or not though I know it alr. Don't always speak through mouth. Sometimes, you need to speak through your brain too.
Forgive & Forget ain't easy.



Saturday, February 26, 2011

#19 : I love th way you lie.

This week was quite intensive. Exams as well as tournaments. I shall elaborate what happen during this week. :D

21February2011
Woke up and went to school. Geography paper and Chinese paper. Geography paper was alright but... Chinese? Th words are all too chim to be understandable. :o Exams held on th afternoon? :o Didn't really train as we went to training real late.

22February2011
Woke up really early fr th sake of physics. Woke up @ 6.17am. Without daddy's help, I got up myself with th help of my perseverance as well as my awesome Iphone alarm. Woke up and my daddy is kind of surprised that I woke up so early. After that, went out of th house and off I go to school. Reached school @ 6.47am. Once th clock click 7am, I went to PE office to look fr Mr Lim fr physics. Trust me. It didn't help either. After that, maths exam. Wasn't really that tough. Chiong during th break and I set my mind. I'm so gonna fail my physics. Went into th examination class and did my chemistry paper first. It was much much easier compared to physics! :o After that, went fr English lesson. Art student don't need study alr as they have no exams th next day whereas Add.Maths, D&T & F&N students have their paper th next day. Went off early from F&N class as there's tournament.

23February2011
Another day with my early timing. Same timing wake up as well as same timing reach school. Went to study my F&N and I'm like really struggling. But thanks to Ms Tan, fr her explanation. I really understands part of it. According to that direction, I studied. I wrote notes, I memorized and many more. Went to have breakfast at KFC with Lessy, Sweethart & Meilin. Stress till can stress. Went to school, exam. Paper wasn't difficult! But I didn't really concentrate on that topic! :x Lessons as per normal. After school, went to have lunch with sweethart and meilin at KFC.

24February2011
Woke up th normal timing and off to school. Lessons as per normal and skipped 30 minutes of chemistry because of tournament. Went to SingaporeSportsSchool fr tournament. Played with XinMin. Partner Durene. Though we lost, but it was really a great fight. I miss partnering with her. :| After that, went back to school to play. Was raining really heavily. Went to 644 to eat dinner.

-To be continued-

It's never easy to forget someone. But if you could easily forget that person, you never loved that person. Liar too. Do I really look gullible? Or am I to naive? Thinking every love story is like a fairytale. Happy starting as well as happy ending. Cheryl! How stupid can you be. Sorry. I learnt my lesson alr. I ain't gonna trust you anymore.

Saturday, February 19, 2011

#18 : I just wish I can be a little kid that enjoys life.

Previous post didn't really elaborate what I was supposed to elaborate. So I shall start my February post right!
14February2011

Met lessy in th morning as usual and I got a valentine present from her. Sweet or what? Haha. She's really nice. After th happy thing, comes by th stressed up stuff. 3 class test on valentines? You just be kidding me. Had my first class test, Chemistry. Well, wasn't that bad but I think I gave teacher all th crap answers. :/ after chemistry lesson, had English. Nothing much about that. As usual, bias-ness happens. Like duh. After that, recess. Didn't eat because I'm going dentist after my socialstudies test! Chiong to study socialstudies during th recess break and bell rang, students went back to class. Had my second class test and I went to dentist with rebecca. Was quite scared though I told myself I'm no longer afraid of dentist, but still, th feeling just come back. Didn't do really much stuff to my teeth, so I went back to class. After socialstudies lesson, here come th last class test of th day, Maths. There's isn't enough time to finish up. Like duh. After th funny Maths lesson, finally, last lesson of th day, physics. Well, I don't understand anything about it. After lesson, went down to Pe office to find Mr Yeo as he explains th principles of governance. Wentto grab a bite before going up to hall fr training. Did th usual thing and starts to play games. Last but not th least, physical. Mr Lim and Mr Izwan talked to us and tryingto encourage us fr th next match on Tuesday. Thanks teachers and coaches fr your words.
15February

Woke up in th early morning and starting to feel worried about th game in th early afternoon. With Canberra. Lessons were as usual and th funny thing is that there's teacher that actually call me to ask friends and textbook before asking her. Funnytothmax isn't it? As usual, skipped elective and Chinese fr tournament. Didn't really grab any bite as I have no appetite. Went up and get prepared fr th tough battle. And th overall results were 5-0. Congratulations to Bowen B Division Badminton Girls. ((: next tough opponent would be our dear Anderson, playing with them on Thursday. Running after games. (:
16February2011

Sad thing is that can't train service in th morning because there's our post-camp briefing. Miss those awesome PMs! (: Watched a video made by them and trust me, I almost burst into tears again. Those memories were really very meaningful to us. If I can, I wanna rewind my time back to then. Saw Gazalli and took class photo with him as well as me taking photos with him. Cute laa him. But sadly, he said that he's going fr army. Is it true?! :/ He's damn cute, he loves to see people cry! He asked me to cry. And there's really tears in my eye, but nonetheless, I kept th tears to myself. I stayed strong. Lessons as usual and my new Chinese teacher is really a nice teacher. Lessons and end school. Stayed back in school and studied with lessy, sweetheart and MeiLin. After tat, walked with lessy and we hold hand. Sweet or what only! I really miss th times I'm really close with her! After that, she accompanied me as my mummy haven't come so we went to search fr chloe's birthday present. Bought a pencil case fr her together with Jiajie. Hope she like it! ^^ Lessy pei me chat awhile and she went home. Waited fr mummy to come and start eating my dinner. Went back home and was really scared. Slept.
17February2011

Woke up in th early morning and was mentally prepared. Went to school and I was told that me and chengyi's gonna be playing first double. I was shocked and nervous. Prepared and there we go fr th match. Jas won her match an I lost my match. I'm really sorry hubby fr all th mistakes I made. Next, Jiajie! She's awesome derh can! She won. And Ashly & Christel..... WON too! We've got what we want! Top 4 in North-Zone! But sadly, Mandy lost too, but it's okay! We gain an experienced! Overall Bowen 3, Anderson 2. Well done Bowen B Division Badminton girls! Mr lim and mr izwan is proud of us! (Y) Lessy, you're way tok awesome! (L)

Friday, February 18, 2011

#17 : I still love you like how I used to last time.

Happy belated valentines people! (: how was your valentines? Awesome or as boring as mine? ): haha. Happy to say that Bowen Badminton B Division Girls got to Top 4 in north zone! *around of applause please* *clapclap*
My dedication fr JiaJia, an awesome senior!<3
Dear JiaJie, Bitch, thanks fr appearing in my life! Imissyou! Sad case that you're gonna step down real soon! We can't change th fact of it. But, I have a small request! Can you don't forget Bowen badminton team as well as 2011 batch of awesome girls? Indeed, I may look strong on th outside, but I'm not in th inside. Those times together with you was th best moments. I swear! Don't forget our promises among th sec 3 abd sec 2s of 2010 yah! Must meet every morning okay?! Thanks fr th valentines gift you gave me as well as your shoulder last year. I will never forget those moments. I don't care! From now onwards, every friday must chat on phone cn? Please! *tears* Every post of mine will include your dedication.<3 iloveyou, lessy!<3

My dedication of Chengyi, an awesome senior!<3
Dear Chengyi, Hubby!<3 Thanks fr appearing in my life! Imissyou! Though you're not going to step down but you're gonna forces more on studies alr. I miss training with you. I miss those laughter and jokes. I wasn't that sad fr th steeping down of th sec4s seniors of 2010 but this year, it's a really totally different thing. Because you guys spend a longer time with us.<3 Though I only start being close with you this year, but still, you mean alot to me too. Your support, your laughter, is th strength fr me. Stay cheerful always! Jiayou fr studies okay?! Every post if mine will include your dedication too.<3 iloveyou, hubby!<3

With loves,
Cheryl.

Wednesday, February 2, 2011

#16 ; HappyChineseNewYearEverybody! (Y)

3February2011
HappyChineseNewYear!
Wasn't feeling well and sort of having fever. Going take Angbao later. Cool or what?! Haha. Suddenly, I miss school. I also don't know why. Kind of boring and there's no training. Sad only. Tried my new year clothes just now, I look pretty weird with that. Because, I'm fat. Anyway, readers and everybody, take good care of yourself uhh! Recently, alot of people sick. Hope you ain't one of them yah.

To you, I'm tired. In a sense of, I could actually let go of you. But still, th memories flashes everything back. It's kind of difficult. But it's okay. Because you don't even know. I'm th worst of th worst.

Cheryl uhh Cheryl. Concentrate on your tournament and studies rather thn him laa. Sorry if I annoys you yah. I hate it when people don't take th initiative to text me.

Look into th shinier side.

Tuesday, February 1, 2011

#15 : 8letters, 3words, 1meaning.

2February2011
Woke up at 6plus and started coughing. Went to school and meet Jolenta. Was coughing all th way. After that, school started and I started looking at him. ): sad isn't it? I thought I could let go, but sadly, I can't. I can only look at him secretly. After that, went up to hall fr Chinese new year celebration. Th celebration was awesome! Felt cold throughout th celebration. ): now, I'm cold and I'm feeling really terrible! ):

I'm sorry. I still loved you.