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My name is Cheryl Lor Wan Ning. I started learning since 14November1996. This makes me 17th in year 2013. Living in this biased world. Seeing & hearing stuff that is against me but all I can do is to ignore it. There is always a limit to my patience. Never take things fr granted. There ain't a forever. It's bullshit crap. Up till now, I still can't differentiate between whether you're lying or you're actually telling th truth. It's really tough. After every rainfall, it will be a sunshine. Things come & go without us noticing.

Once a HGPian & now a Bowenian. Once a Chinese Dancer & now a Badminton Player. Bowen Badminton, a team where we stand up as one. Rackets & shuttles? Like me & you.

I didn't say I'm a pretty girl nor I'm a slim girl. To many, to me, Yes, I'm fat. I admit. But that doesn't mean YOU have th right to comment whether I'm fat or not though I know it alr. Don't always speak through mouth. Sometimes, you need to speak through your brain too.
Forgive & Forget ain't easy.



Saturday, January 12, 2013

It's not gonna be the same anymore.

Well, it's the 12th page of a book called "2013". Well, got back my Chinese o's results on 10th. How did I fare? Fared like shit. B3. Well. I should be happy that I didn't get a C isn't it? But it's kinda of a disappointment. Retaking that subject, getting the same result. Well. Got to accept the fact that I'm damn lousy in my languages. It's not new. Was just expecting an A. But it seems so hard to get that. Oh well. Whatever it is, I'm just gonna take this result thn.

I can't describe how I'm feeling right now. As time passes, everything changes as well. Hardly anything stays the same. & somehow, I just don't know who to talk to & how to express how I'm feeling. It's just that difficult. All I can say now, I'm supposed to rely on myself, got to learn to be independent. I shall not depend on anyone else but myself. Because at the end of the day, everyone's gonna leave.

& apparently, my phone for show only. Either twitter, Instagram / Facebook. Nothing new. Oh well.

"Everything ends with a goodbye"

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