Exams over and yeah, got back results on monday. Well, results are like shit. English papers were quite alright but maths, th most disappointing thing. Instead of getting distinction, I got 66/100. Well done yeah. Wake up so early to study, but ended up, results like this. Cried really badly on monday. Cried till my eye swollen. Was feeling alright but th next day when i got back my ss results, that's another results that disappoints me. I spend so much time on it and what? failed. 24/50. Break down and mr lim talked to me. I swear i'm gonna train real hard and start studying from now on. No more time to waste. F&N, failed. Seriously, what's wrong with me EOY now? It breaks my heart with all this results. Sometimes, I really don't know whether who understands me. Like no one understand me like that. Also don't know who to talk to. Sometimes, just feel that kinda alone.
Crying doesn't help anything. But why do i seem like i'm forever crying? I really hate th fact that i'm a really emotional kind. Sometimes, I think. Whether it is good to let your feelings out or keep it to yourself. I thought I was a strong girl. But everything seems to prove me wrong. I'm not. Not even a single bit.
