Basically questions

2 papers over and we're waiting for our results to be released in Mid-sept. Not expecting any good results in return as I did notwork hard for it. Just a pass will do, honestly. 

Just questions. "Do you feel like you're being taken granted for?" "Do you feel that your presence means nothing to anyone?" "Felt that you've done so much & no one appreciates?" 

That's basically how I feel right now. I just feel that my presence means nothing. It doesn't even matter. It gets tiring at times when you tried so hard & no one seems to appreciate what you've done for them. But well, I guess, it doesn't matter anymore as well. You just feels that nobody actually understands you. You wish to tell everything to someone but you just don't know who to turn to. Yup, I really don't know who to turn to. What if I say so much about myself or what I feel & the other party don't even care or bothers? What if they finds me annoying? Yup. All this questions and answers just keep popping out. 

Mentally & physically tired. When you spared a thought for one, who spared a thought for you? No one. I don't need many friends. I just need true friends. Friends whom I can really rely on. Whom I feel that I can tell you everything & you can tell me everything too. 

Honestly, the day I love the most among Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday, Thursday, Friday, Saturday & Sunday is actually F R I D A Y. I love friday as I'll have a short heart to heart talk with my mum while walking to my grandma house and I really love those moment. & when I reached my grandma house, with my grandparents & cousins, definitely makes my day. :*

My life with them.

Exams exams exams soon. 4 months of school, there's many things happening. Nevertheless, I'm thankful to have all my classmates.Yes, all. Each & everyone of us have our good points and negative points. We need to learn to accept people for who they are. Although I only know them for few months, yet I felt like I've known them for years. You can really be yourself when you're with them & they never fails to make my day. I'll try my best to name everyone since there's only 19 of us in the class.

The very first picture we took when we finished our 2nd day of orientation. Combination of 2 classes, PF1331 & PF1332. I'm in class PF1332.

My classmates from PF1332. This is our 1st class photo took after our first ICA. Every single one of them, brings joy to the class, to every single one of us.

Let's start from the girls. There are only 5 girls in my class, including me. Even though there's only 5 of us, yet only the 4 of us are close which consists of Felicia, PeiQin, Saidah and I. 

Felicia, the first girl I went class outing with, without talking to each other during the orientation. I can say the first meeting with her was so awkward. My first impression of her is that she's not friendly and at first, I thought she's attached to one guy in our class because of the first day of orientation. After the outing with JaoKuean, Lyon, Alvin, ZhiHeng, WoJun, Ivan and Felicia, I became really close to them. I remembered we went to Cathay to watch GI JOE. After that, we went to Plaza Sing to walk around & the guys went to play arcade. After that, we had our dinner at Burger King. From that day onward, I'm very close to Felicia. She's a really nice girl. 

PeiQin, haha. First impression of her? F i e r c e. HAHA. But after I get to know her better, she's a really nice girl. Never fails to laugh like mad whenever I'm with her. Though we only got close like around 3 months ago, but still, I felt really comfortable whenever I'm with her. She loves to call me auntie because she knows one of secret, which some people in my class know as well. *angry face* After knowing her, I got a new habit too. Wait till everybody buy their food, only then we can start eating. When she laugh like mad, she can be really cute. Hehe. 

Saidah, she's a really cute and clever girl. She was the first girl whom I talked to during the 1st day of orientation and I realized she don't live nearby. She's a very caring girl too! Oh yes, Selamat Hari Raya!! :D

Geraldine, I'm not really very close to her but I think she's a nice girl? Because I hardly talk to her. 

Now, it's time to talk about the boys. HAHA.

Alvin, he's like a guy version of me. We sort of have the same temper & character I can say. He never fails to make people laugh and he's a really nice guy. You will just feel comfortable whenever you'll with him. He & his nonsensical bird words. HAHA. He's one of the guy friend I'm close with in this class. My first impression of him was erm, unfriendly. But well, NEVER EVER JUDGE A BOOK BY ITS COVER. MUAHAHAHAHA

Blassius, wasn't that close with him but as time passes, we got closer and we do talk at times. He's very cute and nice too. 

JaoKuean, one of the guys I'm close with since he went to the first outing as well. He's my iphone charger buddy. Hohoho. He's really clever, be it Maths or our domain modules. I'm so jealous of him! He loves to gy a lot & he's classmates with my primary school friend, Richard. He is a funny boy and he never fails to make people around him laugh too. Now with his new hairstyle, it's damn hilarious. HAHA.

Lyon, nice & friendly guy. He's really smart and he's patient when it comes to teaching. I remember the first time I know him was that he added me on Facebook and I was wondering who's Lyon. When I heard my teacher marking attendance & I heard the name, Lyon, I went to him & asked him if he's Lyon. From then on, Eric loves to make fun of that scenario. *insert angry face*

Ivan, I don't really interact with him, but afterall, I think he's friendly? He loves to gym as well. 

GuangHao, hmm, a nice guy? Not really very close to him but he's friendly.

Jeremy, we only knew him 1 month later after school starts as he was transferred from School Of Engineering. He's a very talented guy who plays piano. Grouped with him for two of our projects & I can say he's funny & nice?

Shalom, he was the guy who sat beside me for Maths during the first day of school. My first impression of him is that he's not friendly? Because he looks fierce! 

Eugene, never really talk to him but friendly I guess?

WoJun, the tallest guy in our class. He's damn skinny and tall. :O A nice friend. :)

Eric, a funny boy. HAHA. He & all his funny actions. There's one thing I cannot forget about him is his "Pick up lines" for ICA. HAHA. All his nonsense all damn hilarious one. Afterall, sometimes he's nice,sometimes he's not when he doesn't reply me when I talked to him.

Shui Onn, never really interact with him.

KwokHow, a really nice group leader. He's a very funny guy too. We always disturb him with his mo li hua. HAHAHA. 

ZhiHeng, first impression of him is that he don't look like his age. :x A nice and friendly guy to talk to & all the best for your O's English & Maths! :D