Well, had my parents meeting last Friday. Mr Sim spoke to my mum & that was also th time when I know how badly I did fr CT 1. Never in my life, I felt so demoralized. You simply can't believe it. Mr Sim said that, this results, cannot go up sec 5, cannot even go ITE. At that time, I was really lost. Because, I simply don't know what exactly I want. In badminton, I failed. Because I simply give up too easily. Now, studies? I really have nothing to say about myself. Yes, indeed I wanna enjoy, I wanna study hard. But every time I say, did I even fulfill it? Sigh... I guess that's my character. Basically, this feeling sucks. Nobody wants to have this kind of mix feelings. Trust me.
