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My name is Cheryl Lor Wan Ning. I started learning since 14November1996. This makes me 17th in year 2013. Living in this biased world. Seeing & hearing stuff that is against me but all I can do is to ignore it. There is always a limit to my patience. Never take things fr granted. There ain't a forever. It's bullshit crap. Up till now, I still can't differentiate between whether you're lying or you're actually telling th truth. It's really tough. After every rainfall, it will be a sunshine. Things come & go without us noticing.

Once a HGPian & now a Bowenian. Once a Chinese Dancer & now a Badminton Player. Bowen Badminton, a team where we stand up as one. Rackets & shuttles? Like me & you.

I didn't say I'm a pretty girl nor I'm a slim girl. To many, to me, Yes, I'm fat. I admit. But that doesn't mean YOU have th right to comment whether I'm fat or not though I know it alr. Don't always speak through mouth. Sometimes, you need to speak through your brain too.
Forgive & Forget ain't easy.



Tuesday, December 4, 2012

I'm fine.

Falling in love > giving up. What's new? Okay. That's besides th point. Th point now is, I'm feeling better after letting everything out. Even though th answer ain't th answer I wished to hear, but that answer was an expected one. So I'm alr prepared. (:

I'm fine. All I need is time & time indeed heals everything. It's kinda sad but there's nothing I can do right? Loving one doesn't mean that you two must be together. As long as he's happy, you're happy as well.

Training fr this week were fine. Just that I still miss my badminton camp. Terribly missing it. People got lovesick, I got campsick. Next week, there won't be any trainings as our teachers & coaches would be going overseas. Therefore, I can finally have a 1 week break. & I think I can only enjoy next week because th following week, 17th December would be th release of N's results.

N's results? I'm really worried. What if I don't get th results I expected? What if I disappoint my parents? What if I disappoint my teachers? What if I disappoint my coaches? What if I disappoint my teammates? Sigh. This feeling, is just too hard to explain. It's kinda stress.

There are really some people whom I really appreciate their presence in my life. Firstly, that's of cause my family members that includes my mummy, daddy, grandparents, aunts & uncles. They're always there supporting & cheering me. They never fails to bring a smile on my face.

Next, Bowen badminton team. A team that is filled with laughter as well as noise. Although we might dislike one another in th team, but when it comes to right time, we will definitely bond together as one. We might not be th best, but we're definitely training our best.

Friends. I would like to thank Durene, Chengyi, JiaJie, Ashly fr making such an adorable B division 2011. Th experience I had with them, will stays in my heart.

I would like to thank my juniors, Jolenta, Xinhui, Mandy, XiaoHan, YeeLu, KaiYun, JinWen, Venus & Sheryl fr making th girls team a wonderful one too.

Not forgetting my very own classmates & friends. Danise, Irene, Brandon Liew, Shermaine, BoonFu, Kelvin Ng, Darrell, Shawn, Raynald, Samuel, Melvin, Camily, Megan, Crayson, Richelle, Germaine, ZheXuen, ZhiTing & more. They are irreplaceable. They plays a part to my life in Bowen Secondary & I'll never forget that.

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