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My name is Cheryl Lor Wan Ning. I started learning since 14November1996. This makes me 17th in year 2013. Living in this biased world. Seeing & hearing stuff that is against me but all I can do is to ignore it. There is always a limit to my patience. Never take things fr granted. There ain't a forever. It's bullshit crap. Up till now, I still can't differentiate between whether you're lying or you're actually telling th truth. It's really tough. After every rainfall, it will be a sunshine. Things come & go without us noticing.

Once a HGPian & now a Bowenian. Once a Chinese Dancer & now a Badminton Player. Bowen Badminton, a team where we stand up as one. Rackets & shuttles? Like me & you.

I didn't say I'm a pretty girl nor I'm a slim girl. To many, to me, Yes, I'm fat. I admit. But that doesn't mean YOU have th right to comment whether I'm fat or not though I know it alr. Don't always speak through mouth. Sometimes, you need to speak through your brain too.
Forgive & Forget ain't easy.



Thursday, November 1, 2012

Just 13 more days.

Yes. I'm back to blogging. Hmm, life's still th same. Just that one thing has become my daily routine. That is my dearest headache. Oh well, that's besides th point. Hmm. In another 6 more days, I will be taking my o's Chinese but apparently, I haven't even started revising. I just can't get myself go study. It's like, when you're in th holiday mood, how would you actually go & study. Am I right? But whatever it is, I'm gonna try my very best to absorb th things in & use them during my exams.

N's results. Worry or not? Excited or not? Oh well. I don't know th answer as well. I'm excited to see good results but not excited to see bad results. I'm mentally prepared. 19 points. Or even 21 points. It's not that I never study, is just that, I don't have th confidence that I'll do well.

& yes lovelies, it's finally November!ets say bye to October & hi to November. October? Was pretty fine fr me, just that I'm quite tired of my life now. To be exact, I don't even know what I want to do in future. Almost all my friends have their own ambition. What about me? Since young, my ambition was to actually be a teacher. Yes, that was my ambition. But if I tell this to my friends, I guess they will just laugh at me. Frankly speaking, I still don't know what exactly I wanna do/be. Some say its too early to talk about all this but I beg to differ. It's time fr us to think about it. It's our future, not others. So we should actually have an aim now & know where exactly we wanna go.

& 13 more days to me being a 16 girl. Why I specify 16? Because apparently, I'm trying to find work now & most of th jobs need to be 16. That's besides th point. But why must it wait until our birthday's over thn we're considered as that age? Why can't we just look @ th year. Whatever.

& there're people leaving. That's th saddest thing. Do appreciate people around you before they start leaving.
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