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My name is Cheryl Lor Wan Ning. I started learning since 14November1996. This makes me 17th in year 2013. Living in this biased world. Seeing & hearing stuff that is against me but all I can do is to ignore it. There is always a limit to my patience. Never take things fr granted. There ain't a forever. It's bullshit crap. Up till now, I still can't differentiate between whether you're lying or you're actually telling th truth. It's really tough. After every rainfall, it will be a sunshine. Things come & go without us noticing.

Once a HGPian & now a Bowenian. Once a Chinese Dancer & now a Badminton Player. Bowen Badminton, a team where we stand up as one. Rackets & shuttles? Like me & you.

I didn't say I'm a pretty girl nor I'm a slim girl. To many, to me, Yes, I'm fat. I admit. But that doesn't mean YOU have th right to comment whether I'm fat or not though I know it alr. Don't always speak through mouth. Sometimes, you need to speak through your brain too.
Forgive & Forget ain't easy.



Tuesday, October 9, 2012

N's finally over.

Phew. N's over. So I should be happy yeah? YAYYYYYY. Alright. I do not really have any much confidence in my papers though. Whether the results will be good or not, I can't control anymore. It's within my control. I mean, I did study, or should I say, I never really study hard? I really don't know. But the feeling sucks. My only wish now is to be able to come back & take my o's next year. That's my only wish now. Whether or not, I can't do anything anymore. Obviously not forgetting my o's mother tongue yeah. I just hope to at least get an 'A' fr my Chinese. I'm gonna work hard to strive fr that result.

Ever had this feeling? That feeling of being scared that you would actually disappoint your parents. I have it. I mean, it's like, it's every child's wish to actually make their parents proud. I really wish I can too. They have done too many things fr me alr. They tried their best to get whatever I want. I really appreciate it. I'm really scared of disappointing them. That feeling when you see your parents being real disappointed in you sucks, especially on their face. It hurts you even more.

Sometimes, I really don't know why am I like raising my voice @ my mum fr no reason. Sometimes, I'm really stress & tired & when she starts nagging, I start to lose my temper & basically, that sucks. She don't deserve this treatment from me. But sometimes, I'm really stress, having headaches, sigh. It's really tiring. Yes, it might be th end of N's, but I can't slack at this moment. Even if I might not be able to make it back for sec 5, I should still study to keep my brain working. Yes, I know we have to relax, but in a sense that I will be going back training during th holidays, & this can be the form of rest for me. I'm trying my best, really trying my best. Th outcome. I just can't predict. So, I'm counting on you, god?
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