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My name is Cheryl Lor Wan Ning. I started learning since 14November1996. This makes me 17th in year 2013. Living in this biased world. Seeing & hearing stuff that is against me but all I can do is to ignore it. There is always a limit to my patience. Never take things fr granted. There ain't a forever. It's bullshit crap. Up till now, I still can't differentiate between whether you're lying or you're actually telling th truth. It's really tough. After every rainfall, it will be a sunshine. Things come & go without us noticing.

Once a HGPian & now a Bowenian. Once a Chinese Dancer & now a Badminton Player. Bowen Badminton, a team where we stand up as one. Rackets & shuttles? Like me & you.

I didn't say I'm a pretty girl nor I'm a slim girl. To many, to me, Yes, I'm fat. I admit. But that doesn't mean YOU have th right to comment whether I'm fat or not though I know it alr. Don't always speak through mouth. Sometimes, you need to speak through your brain too.
Forgive & Forget ain't easy.



Saturday, May 12, 2012

My dearest mummy,


I'm back to blogging yeah. Mid-year exams finally over. But here comes th horror part, when we collect our results. I doubt I will do well fr my papers this time round yeah. Apparently, I've changed this year. I have no idea why but this year, I simply got worst I guess? My memory's failing, my attitude become so suckish & my results ain't getting any better. Well, what exactly happen? Suddenly, I do not have that confidence that I might come back fr sec 5. I have no idea what exactly I want. Probably things are changing this year because we got to make difficult decisions this year? Well, everything's just too different.

15 years of life had past fr me. I'm in th midst of being a 16 year old girl. Fr th past few years, there's many memories collected. Be it when I'm a toddler, a kindergarten student, a primary school student or a secondary school student. All this memories are precious to me. I remember those time when all I know was to cry and cry and cry like nobody's business. Smiling is like easiest thing to do at that time. Everything goes smoothly. Those outings with my grandparents over to zoo and stuff is really memorable.

Kindergarten marks another cycle fr me. I get to know friends and obviously, all of us were shy. To be frank, I can't remember what exactly it is but I can say, I did enjoy myself during those time. Smile, smile and smile. Just too memorable.

Primary school. Another 6 years in it. I remember going in to Hougang Primary feeling very scared, hoping my mum would be attending school with me every single day. But apparently, th school doesn't allow. I remembered crying fr mummy on th first day of Primary 1. That place just too strange fr me. But as time passes, I started to get used to it & starting to feel everything's alright. Classmates, teachers, chinese dance, my favourite memory. & yeah, had to part with my primary school mates & all of us have to say goodbye & move on to another chapter of our life, which is Secondary School.

Secondary school. Still counting on. However, I had been in Bowen fr 3 years ++ and more. Sec 1 camp, badminton camp, sports camp, overseas learning journey, outings with classmates and stuff. Everything's just too different here. But as time passes, I get to adapt to it.

Fr Cheryl's 15 years 4 months 28 days in this world, there's one person I would like to thank. My mummy.
; Thanks mummy fr giving birth to me & thanks fr taking care of me whenever I'm sick and thanks fr your concern towards me. I'm really sorry fr showing you & daddy attitude at times, but I hope you two can understand that, sometimes, it's not that I want. But maybe because my mood ain't good yeah. You have been a really nice mummy who is always there fr me.
You worry about me when I'm sick.
You worry about me when I'm sad.
You worry about me on whether I filled my stomach.
Sorry fr letting worry this & that about me. I love th times I spent with you. Lastly, all I have to say is, you're a great mother & you're th best mother on Earth!
HAPPY MOTHERS' DAY! Love yah!

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