Shall blog using my phone yeah. (: hehe. How was life fr my readers? Mine was fine, just that th stress are piling up. English paper 1& 2, SS, Chinese paper 1,2&3, geography & maths paper 1 had just finished. So apparently, I'm left with F&N, science (Chemistry & Physics) & not forgetting, maths paper 2.
All I could say is that I'm having a really bad feeling that this time round, I will continue disappointing people who actually cares about me. Because, I can alr feel that I will do freaking badly fr my MYE. & what is th reason towards this? It is because, I never put in my effort. I only buck up when it comes to exams on that day. I hate myself fr being so lazy, seriously.
& well, we're living in a judgmental society. If we're skinny, we're called anorexic. If we're fat, we're called obese. If we're not virgin, we're called slut. If we're virgin, we're called faked. So what exactly should we be? Everything we do, definitely, there will be times where people judge, & you yourself too judge others. So yeah, we can't do anything to this.
Pictures of me, myself & I.
Some pictures taken with my brother & cousin! ♡
My name is Cheryl Lor Wan Ning. I started learning since 14November1996. This makes me 17th in year 2013. Living in this biased world. Seeing & hearing stuff that is against me but all I can do is to ignore it. There is always a limit to my patience. Never take things fr granted. There ain't a forever. It's bullshit crap. Up till now, I still can't differentiate between whether you're lying or you're actually telling th truth. It's really tough. After every rainfall, it will be a sunshine. Things come & go without us noticing.
Once a HGPian & now a Bowenian. Once a Chinese Dancer & now a Badminton Player. Bowen Badminton, a team where we stand up as one. Rackets & shuttles? Like me & you.
I didn't say I'm a pretty girl nor I'm a slim girl. To many, to me, Yes, I'm fat. I admit. But that doesn't mean YOU have th right to comment whether I'm fat or not though I know it alr. Don't always speak through mouth. Sometimes, you need to speak through your brain too.
Forgive & Forget ain't easy.































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