Well, apparently, I'm back to blogging uhh. I'm not yet done with my homework. Tons of stuff not yet done. Die alr laa. This week, a depressing week fr me I suppose. Many things happen this 1 week. All fr th same reason. My dearest teacher. He's really a nice teacher I swear. Tuesday fr training, ran outside school. Full of disappointments. Felt like giving up.
Lack of confidence.
Lack of perseverance.
Lack of endurance.
Lack of leadership.
What is this? Can anybody tell me? Yes, indeed I'm lousy. When I was feeling real low, Mr Lim texted me. When I read his message, I started tearing. Like seriously, BROKE DOWN. I felt really bad because I really disappoints me as well as th team. I'm like a burden. Why can't I be like others? Slimmer, taller, stronger, less noiser and many other aspects. Why why why?! After th run, he started talking to us, and hellyeah, I cried. Th more he say, th more I will cry ya'know. Crying because he will be leaving us in another 15 more days. Sigh. Less thn 2 weeks? & he will be leaving to SSS. I truly hope Singapore Sports School badminton players cherish him okay. He's a really nice teacher & coach. As fr yesterday, it was his birthday. Did gym & guess what? Another disappointment. Sigh... Be it physically or mentally, I'm really weak. & when doing gym, Durene told me this, "This would be th last time he will be doing gym with us alr". I'm like "Eh, don't make me breakdown can a not?" Sigh. I'm wondering how life would be without him in both Bowen Secondary School & Bowen Badminton Team. Th least we can do is to make him proud in th upcoming North Zone competition. We will make him feel proud because he was once in th team or should I say, ALWAYS in th team. Fr th past 3 years, I really learn a lot of things from him. Alot alot alot. He had done more thn what a normal teacher should do.
; Mr Lim, all th best in Singapore Sports School okay! Live your life with no regrets & be happy that you had done your best fr Bowen Badminton Team. Go to Sports School with no regrets & no burden okay. We will be happy fr you, but deep in our heart, I guess we need time to get used to it uhh. This is something I created fr you uhh. Instead of th barney song lyrics, I change it to something that suits you.
You love Bowen
Bowen love you
We know you don't bear to leave
But to pursue your dream
& never have regrets
We are happy just fr you
Yum Seng! All th best & do visit us when you're free & do come back fr our annual camp yeah! & I promise I will help Miss Chia & not allowing people to bully her.
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