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My name is Cheryl Lor Wan Ning. I started learning since 14November1996. This makes me 17th in year 2013. Living in this biased world. Seeing & hearing stuff that is against me but all I can do is to ignore it. There is always a limit to my patience. Never take things fr granted. There ain't a forever. It's bullshit crap. Up till now, I still can't differentiate between whether you're lying or you're actually telling th truth. It's really tough. After every rainfall, it will be a sunshine. Things come & go without us noticing.

Once a HGPian & now a Bowenian. Once a Chinese Dancer & now a Badminton Player. Bowen Badminton, a team where we stand up as one. Rackets & shuttles? Like me & you.

I didn't say I'm a pretty girl nor I'm a slim girl. To many, to me, Yes, I'm fat. I admit. But that doesn't mean YOU have th right to comment whether I'm fat or not though I know it alr. Don't always speak through mouth. Sometimes, you need to speak through your brain too.
Forgive & Forget ain't easy.



Sunday, December 25, 2011

Fake friends are easy to find & real friends are hard to come by.

Hello readers! ^^ I'm back yoh. Yesterday went to Toa Pa Yoh with mummy & brother yeah. Had pepper crab. Yumyum! Heh. Anyway, in another few hours time, I would be going fr th Christmas party organized by Bowen Badminton Team yeah. Hehe. Did some christmas cards. If you guys get, thn i can say you're indeed a lucky one uhh! :p HAHA! Okay laa. Anyway, i kinda like all my photos uhh! -wink-

Things to talk about 2011.
- What exactly happened?
- What exactly have I learnt?
- What have I lost?
- What could be improved?

Well, time to reflect fr this yeah. What happen? Both friendships & relationships also got problem. One major friendship problem would be with Mei Lin. I gotta sincerely apologized to her. What have I lost? I lost her too. Let's discuss about this girl whom I've known since Sec 1 alrights.

She was an ordinary girl. I knew her in my class. We started talking and stuff. Classmates do talk to her too. But after knowing she's from China, people start insulting her & stuff. She had to bear with all th nasty comments to her which isn't nice at all. I admit, I was one of them too. But not as much as others. But as time passes, things got worse. We joined Badminton together. We go home together after training, she accompany me everywhere I go. I truly appreciate that. But what could I say? I'm stupid. Fr losing her. Yeah, people might call me hypocrite but think, if I'm a hypocrite, I wouldn't have admit anything. THINK PLEASE. We took her fr granted but wait, she took us fr granted too. Nothing would happen if we three talk things out. & something serious happened last year. I remember that vividly yeah. Because we're almost dead. We do have attitude problems & because of this, it leads even deeper to our misunderstandings. Yes, indeed i hate her. But think about it? Same class fr 3 years, not say let go jiu can let go. There's memories here & there. When she broke out th news that she would be going back China, we were all shocked. But what can we do? All I can blame is that I don't know how to cherish friends at all. Memories? There's obviously happy & sad one with her. Happy is that, sometimes she's really blur huh. Haha. Sad is that, we quarrel almost everytime? After she left, things starts to change uhh. Left with only me & Durene going fr recess? I don't know how say, but it's kinda weird. But well, it's really sad to lose a 3 years friend just like that. Maybe she's happier back there? I have absolutely no idea if she really miss us not. But whatever it is, I would like to thank her fr everything she had done. She gave me an advanced birthday gift because she know she will go back, so she wants to give me my birthday present. Th mini birthday card, a really sweet one. But wait, she's thoughtful. Durene is too! I'm really thankful to have this dumb dumb bitches yeah. We call each other bitch be it scolding or normal calling. Haha.

Guys might thing girls are weird uhh. Hate that girl, call her bitch. Your best friend, also call bitch. Haha. But boys just can't understand uhh. Because why? Because to girls, best friends, weird weird name calling are th sweetest.
Another one is Mr Kevin Lim. A badminton teacher in charge & also a coach fr us. Known him since sec 1 uhh. Yes, my first impression of him is that he's a really fierce & strict teacher. But as time passes, I came to realised, nahx, he ain't really fierce. He's a very friendly & funny teacher. When I was in sec 1, he hardly train us. Mostly is Mr Izwan. & when he train us, he would telling us to do 1,2,3. Everytime we complain & stuff, he just listen & forget. Haha. Well, & he would be leaving to sports school. A really unpredictable one. Like seriously. & to th team, it would be our loss. All we can do is wish him all th best in pursuing his dreams yeah. Mr Lim, thanks fr changing our life yeah. ^^ Those jokes you crack, those words when you after training, benefited us.
What I have learnt in 2011?
I have learnt to cherish my friends. Never ever take them fr granted yeah. It's not like everybody will be there fr you everytime. Things come & go. Accept th fact. Teachers as well. Nice teachers are hard to find too. But well, we gotta accept th fact that things don't always go your way. Nothing is predictable.
Like what Mr Lim say ; SUCK IT UP! Thanks Mr Lim & Mei Lin! You two teached me to learn to cherish people around me yeah. Best wishes to th 2 of you in each & every aspects yeah. All th best & miss us okay! ;>
Fake friends are easy to find & real friends are hard to come by.

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