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My name is Cheryl Lor Wan Ning. I started learning since 14November1996. This makes me 17th in year 2013. Living in this biased world. Seeing & hearing stuff that is against me but all I can do is to ignore it. There is always a limit to my patience. Never take things fr granted. There ain't a forever. It's bullshit crap. Up till now, I still can't differentiate between whether you're lying or you're actually telling th truth. It's really tough. After every rainfall, it will be a sunshine. Things come & go without us noticing.

Once a HGPian & now a Bowenian. Once a Chinese Dancer & now a Badminton Player. Bowen Badminton, a team where we stand up as one. Rackets & shuttles? Like me & you.

I didn't say I'm a pretty girl nor I'm a slim girl. To many, to me, Yes, I'm fat. I admit. But that doesn't mean YOU have th right to comment whether I'm fat or not though I know it alr. Don't always speak through mouth. Sometimes, you need to speak through your brain too.
Forgive & Forget ain't easy.



Saturday, August 24, 2013

Basically questions


2 papers over and we're waiting for our results to be released in Mid-sept. Not expecting any good results in return as I did notwork hard for it. Just a pass will do, honestly. 

Just questions. "Do you feel like you're being taken granted for?" "Do you feel that your presence means nothing to anyone?" "Felt that you've done so much & no one appreciates?" 

That's basically how I feel right now. I just feel that my presence means nothing. It doesn't even matter. It gets tiring at times when you tried so hard & no one seems to appreciate what you've done for them. But well, I guess, it doesn't matter anymore as well. You just feels that nobody actually understands you. You wish to tell everything to someone but you just don't know who to turn to. Yup, I really don't know who to turn to. What if I say so much about myself or what I feel & the other party don't even care or bothers? What if they finds me annoying? Yup. All this questions and answers just keep popping out. 

Mentally & physically tired. When you spared a thought for one, who spared a thought for you? No one. I don't need many friends. I just need true friends. Friends whom I can really rely on. Whom I feel that I can tell you everything & you can tell me everything too. 


Honestly, the day I love the most among Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday, Thursday, Friday, Saturday & Sunday is actually F R I D A Y. I love friday as I'll have a short heart to heart talk with my mum while walking to my grandma house and I really love those moment. & when I reached my grandma house, with my grandparents & cousins, definitely makes my day. :*



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