Well, I guess it's time for me to blog. Well, March ain't a good month for me I guess? But it's nothing new because I'm used to it.
At some point in time, people will definitely leave. Yes. I know. But the hardest part is that, soon, we will just be strangers with memories and it's kind of scary & saddening. Imagine all the memories we had when we're close, soon, it will just fade away. But nevertheless, I still appreciate everything. Sometimes, it's just so hard to express but I'm glad that there are some whom I can actually approach to. Never fails to cheer me up & make me feel wanted. You wouldn't understand how exactly I'm feeling right now. But soon, it's gonna be alright. I've decided & yes, I've made up my mind. No matter how hard I try,
I just can't seem to fit in. So what else can I do? There's nothing much for me to do anymore. The only thing for me now is, to face the truth. That we're no longer the same like last time. It's a harsh truth, but I got to accept it sooner or later. So why don't I accept it now? Sometimes I really wonder, why do I try so hard to fit in when I know I can't be in there? I've really tried my very best & there's really nothing more I can do but to accept the fact that I'm not supposed to be there no matter what.
Heart to heart talk with Chengyi in the morning & I'm really thankful to have her as my really close friend. She sort of understand what I'm feeling & never fails to make me smile.
At some point in time, people will come & go. It's just a matter of who really makes an effort to stay.
Indeed, memories always flashes back. But all I can do is to reminisce.
My name is Cheryl Lor Wan Ning. I started learning since 14November1996. This makes me 17th in year 2013. Living in this biased world. Seeing & hearing stuff that is against me but all I can do is to ignore it. There is always a limit to my patience. Never take things fr granted. There ain't a forever. It's bullshit crap. Up till now, I still can't differentiate between whether you're lying or you're actually telling th truth. It's really tough. After every rainfall, it will be a sunshine. Things come & go without us noticing.
Once a HGPian & now a Bowenian. Once a Chinese Dancer & now a Badminton Player. Bowen Badminton, a team where we stand up as one. Rackets & shuttles? Like me & you.
I didn't say I'm a pretty girl nor I'm a slim girl. To many, to me, Yes, I'm fat. I admit. But that doesn't mean YOU have th right to comment whether I'm fat or not though I know it alr. Don't always speak through mouth. Sometimes, you need to speak through your brain too.
Forgive & Forget ain't easy.
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