Love is just not a thing fr me. I have to agree with this. Apparently, I have no rights to like anyone not to mention to accept anyone when I can't even accept myself.
Something you have to know about me :
I am sensitive. I always think too much. I always take things fr granted. I might not be a good friend. I am fat. I am ugly. I am talkative. I am annoying. I am irritating. I am noisy. I am a big eater. I am who I am. People often judge, wait. Somehow, we do judge too. Sometimes I wonder, I am good at nothing. Not in academics, not in badminton, not in running, basically, not in anything.
My name is Cheryl Lor Wan Ning. I started learning since 14November1996. This makes me 17th in year 2013. Living in this biased world. Seeing & hearing stuff that is against me but all I can do is to ignore it. There is always a limit to my patience. Never take things fr granted. There ain't a forever. It's bullshit crap. Up till now, I still can't differentiate between whether you're lying or you're actually telling th truth. It's really tough. After every rainfall, it will be a sunshine. Things come & go without us noticing.
Once a HGPian & now a Bowenian. Once a Chinese Dancer & now a Badminton Player. Bowen Badminton, a team where we stand up as one. Rackets & shuttles? Like me & you.
I didn't say I'm a pretty girl nor I'm a slim girl. To many, to me, Yes, I'm fat. I admit. But that doesn't mean YOU have th right to comment whether I'm fat or not though I know it alr. Don't always speak through mouth. Sometimes, you need to speak through your brain too.
Forgive & Forget ain't easy.
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