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My name is Cheryl Lor Wan Ning. I started learning since 14November1996. This makes me 17th in year 2013. Living in this biased world. Seeing & hearing stuff that is against me but all I can do is to ignore it. There is always a limit to my patience. Never take things fr granted. There ain't a forever. It's bullshit crap. Up till now, I still can't differentiate between whether you're lying or you're actually telling th truth. It's really tough. After every rainfall, it will be a sunshine. Things come & go without us noticing.

Once a HGPian & now a Bowenian. Once a Chinese Dancer & now a Badminton Player. Bowen Badminton, a team where we stand up as one. Rackets & shuttles? Like me & you.

I didn't say I'm a pretty girl nor I'm a slim girl. To many, to me, Yes, I'm fat. I admit. But that doesn't mean YOU have th right to comment whether I'm fat or not though I know it alr. Don't always speak through mouth. Sometimes, you need to speak through your brain too.
Forgive & Forget ain't easy.



Saturday, April 14, 2012

11 letters, 4 words, 1 meaning "I will move on".

It has been a long time since I updated my blog yeah. So I shall blog right now. Ever had this feeling when th guy you haven't forgotten moved on & got a new girlfr yet you're still stuck, yet to move on? That feeling sucks pretty much.

Sometimes, I ask myself. Is love really that important? In some point in time, I felt that love was nothing, someone could be forgotten easily. Indeed, ours wasn't long, that doesn't mean it would be easier to move on. Sometimes, memories just flashes back & all you can do is just to broad about it.

Last long? It was once fr us, now it's fr you & her. That day finally came. I had always been thinking too much about us, believing that there's a second time, but it turns out wrong. I had told myself to move on umpteen times, but look, I'm still stuck there? But this is really time to let everything go & move on. 11 letters, 4 words, 1 meaning, 'I will move on'. Th main focus now is to study hard & think of nothing else.

Whenever I think of our past, I remembered how you text me, how you talk to me. But now, we're worst thn strangers. But it's okay, that's th best. We shall just turn th clock back to those time we don't know each other & had never stepped into each other's life. That would be best.

Being too emotional ain't good. Simply, you can't control your emotions. I'm really tired of holding on, thus, on th 14th April 2012, 6:20PM,, Cheryl Lor Wan Ning will just lead her own life & not interfere your life anymore. No more thinking of you, no more wishful thinkings, basically, no more dream.

Thanks fr all those memories you had given me last year. I really miss that. But I have to accept th fact that nothing changes th fact yeah. I'm just so speechless.
I would really like to thank my friends who cheered me up yeah, everything would be fine, I guess?

就把那些美好的记忆也给忘了吧,

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