Well, now I'm having training & using phone to blog. Now, th weather describes best my feeling now.
Weather : Rainy days.
Mood : Pissed, sad.
Shall get to th point. I simply hates it when people hate/dislike me, they act like they don't infront of me, but behind my back, they do. Things have change. It's no longer in th past. My fault? Yaya. Forget it. Alone ain't a bad thing isn't it? We learn to be independent & stuff. Same batch people hates me, seniors hates me, juniors hates me. Continue hating yoh. No matter what, I can't hate myself. Now I understand th feeling meilin undergoes. She undergo a really terrible experience. A lousy player, a suckish attitude. Meilin, I TRULY UNDERSTAND YOUR FEELING.
It's okay to let me know. But by refusing, it proves that you hate me to th max. Because that's th worst thing ever. Life goes on isn't it? We can't stop people from hating us.
Alone let us learn how to be independent. But yet, letting us think a lot. Well, Cheryl, you don't have to care what people thinks about you, you just have to be yourself. We ain't born to please everyone.
My name is Cheryl Lor Wan Ning. I started learning since 14November1996. This makes me 17th in year 2013. Living in this biased world. Seeing & hearing stuff that is against me but all I can do is to ignore it. There is always a limit to my patience. Never take things fr granted. There ain't a forever. It's bullshit crap. Up till now, I still can't differentiate between whether you're lying or you're actually telling th truth. It's really tough. After every rainfall, it will be a sunshine. Things come & go without us noticing.
Once a HGPian & now a Bowenian. Once a Chinese Dancer & now a Badminton Player. Bowen Badminton, a team where we stand up as one. Rackets & shuttles? Like me & you.
I didn't say I'm a pretty girl nor I'm a slim girl. To many, to me, Yes, I'm fat. I admit. But that doesn't mean YOU have th right to comment whether I'm fat or not though I know it alr. Don't always speak through mouth. Sometimes, you need to speak through your brain too.
Forgive & Forget ain't easy.
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