A scary thought.

Ever had this feeling? Or should I say, negative feeling? Th feeling basically sucks. It's like out of th blue, I will feel damn stress, but yesterday, I can say is a more serious one. I immediately break down when I think of th stress. I think & think & think, what if I end up in ITE? My father's gonna stop me from schooling, & basically, I will be wasting my parents money. But th problem is that, th life ain't easy at all. All th things, you are just coping by yourself. I remembered telling my mum I'm very stress, and I don't feel like studying. She told me, they are not th one forcing me to study, but th competitive society is. With a diploma or a degree, you can forget about having jobs. I always want to do well fr my studies but whenever I try, I just can't. It's like th stress piling up real high like a mountain. But, it's only th 1st month fr 2012, a new year, and I'm already like this. What more 7 months later fr my N's. I just hope I can stay focus & not disappoint anyone, most importantly, me.