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My name is Cheryl Lor Wan Ning. I started learning since 14November1996. This makes me 17th in year 2013. Living in this biased world. Seeing & hearing stuff that is against me but all I can do is to ignore it. There is always a limit to my patience. Never take things fr granted. There ain't a forever. It's bullshit crap. Up till now, I still can't differentiate between whether you're lying or you're actually telling th truth. It's really tough. After every rainfall, it will be a sunshine. Things come & go without us noticing.

Once a HGPian & now a Bowenian. Once a Chinese Dancer & now a Badminton Player. Bowen Badminton, a team where we stand up as one. Rackets & shuttles? Like me & you.

I didn't say I'm a pretty girl nor I'm a slim girl. To many, to me, Yes, I'm fat. I admit. But that doesn't mean YOU have th right to comment whether I'm fat or not though I know it alr. Don't always speak through mouth. Sometimes, you need to speak through your brain too.
Forgive & Forget ain't easy.



Saturday, May 14, 2011

#26 : I do have imperfections.

It was quite a tiring week fr me I guess. Stress + thinking of you = Crazy. I felt like I'm a kinda different person. I have no idea what exactly I am. I don't know what I'm thinking. Well, has been tweeting nowadays. Okay, I shall start my post.

Days have pass. Exams are over. But to be frank, I doubt I put in my 101% of effort. Yes, it sounds like crap isn't it? Well, after this week, my badminton life will come back as usual. It's gonna be tiring. But I just hope Monday's training would not be that tough & vigorous. Well, a little background on my papers.

First paper fr mid-year was my Chinese paper 1 & 2. Wasn't in a exam mood at all. Yes, I repeat. Not a all. I seriously have no idea what's wrong. Sat fr my paper 1 & I started writing my compos. I'm kinda afraid I would write out of point. :o As fr paper 2, super crap. I repeat, it's utterly crap. No idea what I writing. Words chim like don't know what shit. Yes, & there it goes, my Chinese paper. After that, went to HougangPoint fr lunch. Had Mc Donald fr lunch. Awesome! :D Shared Mc Wings & Mc Spicy Nuggets with Durene. (: Nice!!! Especially th seaweed fries! Awesome! (Y) But as th first paper alr make me lose confidence, I don't really have confidence fr my other papers.

Second paper fr mid-year was my English paper 1 & 2. Again, did my compos fr paper 1. Just pray hard my compos won't write out of point. Paper 2, crap. Tired like don't know what shit. Did half way, I almost doze off. Like crap only laa. Couldn't really understand th passage. I have low confidence fr my language paper I can say. Low confidence or maybe no confidence. So, it reduces my confidence level again. Yes, again. -___-

Third paper fr mid-year was my Social Studies. Wasn't that bad I guess. I just wish I could get a pass fr it. Because, I spend 1 full day SocialStudies revision. I spent too much time on Social Studies alr. After th paper, we end kinda early, so I went to Hougang Green with Durene. Went there fr lunch. Had Lor Mee. :D Nice nice! ^^ After that, went to th stationary shop & see what stationary to buy. I bought a pink pen & Durene bought a purple pen. (: After that, went to Hougang mall to look fr Durene's mother shoe. But there's no stock. So we went back. Took 72 & change bus before I reach home.

Fourth paper fr mid-year was my Geography. Low confidence again. C.R.A.P. I have no idea what happen. I really don't want to do badly fr my geography paper! Sigh, after that, mood affected again. Ahh, shit only. After Geography paper, went fr training @ Hougang Sports Hall. Played th whole game. Phew, lost half of my fats I guess. :x So yeahhs, skipped lunch. But when I went back to my grandma house, curry puffs. xD GOSH.

Fifth paper fr mid-year was my Maths paper 1 & Physics paper. Was kinda afraid fr both maths & physics because if I don't do well fr maths, I will dropped to another class. And th Maths paper weights 60% of my mid-year results. Yes, I can't really do my maths paper 1. Once again, like crap. As fr physics, it was quite easy. Able to do it. Happytothmax! :D

Sixth paper fr mid-year was my Chemistry paper. I'm sorry, no confidence again. Like seriously, I have no idea what happen to me. I have total no confidence fr my mid-year papers.

Seventh paper fr mid-year was my Maths paper 2 & F&N paper. Yes, I eff-ing make that silly mistakes. I didn't check my work. What happen to me?! -___- F&N, like crap. No idea what I writing. Just hope I pass fr my mid-years. That's th only thing I wish now. ):


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